Today, I've watched 4 episodes of IT Crowd and gone to the Gerig cookout. I was social for a whole 2 hours. For some reason, being social has become increasingly difficult. At least, being social with large groups of people. I feel like I've lost the ability to interact normally with people. I'm 89% sure it's due to the amount of time I've been spending in the Dungeon. I'm hoping that will go away once I get more interaction with people after the semester is over. :) I wonder if some of that is just part of becoming older and not being a freshman or sophomore anymore. And in two weeks, I won't be a Junior anymore. (Not that I have been for awhile, technically), but anyway.
I'LL BE A SENIOR. One more year at Taylor. It's both exciting and terrifying (just the graduating part, not the actual year at Taylor, ok I'm a little afraid of my senior project, but that's about it.) It's exciting because I have so much I want to do in my life. I don't want your standard life. I want my life to have purpose, and a great purpose at that. It's easy to think about these things now because I can't really do much about them now; I'm still in school and too busy doing homework. But in a little over a year I won't have anymore homework to do and I can go do things! YAY! But I'm terrified at the same time. If I'm truly trusting God on what to do with the rest of my life, who knows what could happen! God is good and it will be great, but I think I'm still allowed to be nervous and a little scared.
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